in DILEMMA. ):

Gosh,,
What wrong with me ?? I try not to think but I just can't stop thingking about it over and over again. DANG it ! I hate this part right here. What wrong with me actually ??
GOD, I'm lost. PLEASE save me. ):

Apa salah aku ?? Siney silap aku ??
This lately aku rasa fikiran aku celaru jak. Too many things running round in my mind. Rasa mok gila jak dah aku eyh. Mun terus camtok nang aku sikpat fikir dengan waras gik. Aku kuat bah. Kenak aku tiba-tiba jadi LEMAH camtok ?? I'm not type of this GIRL ! I know I can. I know i'm strong enough. Tapi kenak aku tiba-tiba lemah gilak kedak tok. Why ?? Why ??

Otak a.k.a Mind,,
can you STOP THINKING, PLEASE ?!